Treating my parents badly
I m not really nice to my nice parents, most of the time.
It’s not because I don’t like them or what they do or what they say or what they believe.
I love them.
It’s because of my own emotional baggage and addictions and anxieties and anger and depression and low self esteem.
They are who I trust.
So I take it out on them.
And I just know that someday, I will deeply regret how I am treating them.
And yet I cannot change myself.